Well, we've been waiting and waiting, but Ryan is still not home. He had a drop in his heart rate- called a Brady- due to the reflux on Monday, which started a 5-day watch on him. So now we are looking at him coming home on Saturday July 4th- IF he does not have any more episodes. So far, so good! I hope I'm not cursing us by saying that...
Mike and I are still going at 11 am and 8 pm, and we are starting to wear pretty thin- I'm not sure how some parents do this for months on end. I feel like I'm not being the best mother to him and I'm having serious "Mommy Guilt" lately. I cry almost every time I leave him now. And even though I know in my head that it's the best thing for him, it's hard to convince my heart of that right now.
Catherine is doing shockingly well, considering Mike and I are absent for long periods of the days...Mimi keeps her fully entertained and we are so so so grateful.
Will continue to update as we know more.
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